College life made me no more a stranger to fatigue… I’m tired, not physically, but mentally… Tired of the non-stop exams, wanted to jus give up for a few times but I know I can’t… It would be a waste definitely if I were to give up when I’ve gone so far until today… But still, we need to rest, cause, 休息是为了走更长远的路... And for today, I fully utilized my beautiful Sunday by sleeping for the whole day… I’ll show you my “sleeping time balance sheet”… I slept from last night 2am – 9.30am this morning… That was 7 and half hours of sleep, then had my breakfast until 10am… After that, continued to sleep from 10am to 12am… Another 2 hours… After that, did some revising and had my lunch… At 4.30pm, I felt sleepy again, so I dozed off at 4.30pm until 7.30pm… Which equals to an additional of 3 hours of sleep… So, my total sleeping time for the day is 7.5+2+3=12.5 (hours)… More than half a day I’ve wasted on sleeping… How useless am I… And what even worse is, I’m feeling sleepy again, I think I need to sleep again… But before that…

Happy National Day… Happy 52nd birthday to Malaysia… I’m not that kind of first class patriotic citizen, but I do love national day because it’s a holiday for me! New patriotic song for the year 2009, ‘Satu Malaysia’ by AMP all-stars, I find it quite nice, I even put the song into my hand phone! Check it out yourself!

Good time lasts......

It’s time to say hello to goodbye again…
Take care sis, see you again next year… I’m looking forward to it!

Doctor? Or just be a model?

Time flies, before I could blink, it’s already two months I’ve been in the college… How’s my pre-U life? It sucks a lot, but it’s getting better bit by bit… MUFY program isn’t a very tough program as I do know that compared to A-levels and Ausmat, MUFY is nothing… But the thing is, I need to get an average of 90% for each subject in order for me to get into Monash University Medical School… It definitely is not an easy thing for me and I seriously have no confidence in achieving this target…

Guess what happened yesterday? Yesterday was really a lucky day for me… Like usual Fridays, I went for Chemistry lab practical in the morning… In the lab when I was conducting experiment, a girl came into the lab… She’s a sunway marketing student, she needed some models in completing her report… So she asked my lecturer whether she can ‘borrow’ some students for being her model after the lab class… Lecturer said yes and there she went and looked for a guy and a girl to be her models… I was sitting at the most front table and she went looking for models from the last table behind… So I told my lab partner, concentrate on doing the titration la, we won’t be chosen for sure since we are sitting so far away… Just after few minutes I said that, when I was pouring acid into the burette, the marketing girl pointed at me and said, you, can you stay back after class for a mini photography session? I need you to be my model… Stunned, my mind was blank and I think I over poured the acid into the burette, then only I responded, okay… Friends all were like, wow, yeong bin, not bad, not bad… Then after the lab class, two professional photographers and the marketing girl came to me, they set up some flash light or something that I don’t really know around me and asked me to pose with the another girl… They took few photos of us doing titration experiment, and then the girl asked us to sign a form stating that we allow them to use the photos in her report…

Of course, I was excited, imagine my Chemist class, there are about 14 guys in total and I was chosen, HoHoHo… And on Thursday night, it just happened for Abbie to say that I have the ‘open face’ which gives people an affable feeling when we were chatting on the phone… Well then I contemplated, instead of wasting my time studying so hard to be a doctor who will be trapped in the hospital for the whole entire life, why not I stop torturing myself and use my ‘open face’ to be a model? I’m sure being a model is way easier than being a doctor right? At least you don’t have to study more than 10 hours every day and you can get famous hairstylist to style your hair in any fashion!

Haha, time’s up for day dreaming… Wake up YeongBin, you can only be a doctor, nothing else! Time to study again, cannot allow myself to slack even for one minute, time is precious! Haha, but if anyone really thinks that I have the hidden talent to be a model, do not hesitate to call me for an audition! Haha, see, I started day dreaming again… Zzz…

I've learnt something new today...
Be satisfied with what you have and don't ask for more...
After all, GOD will not give you a burden that you cannot handle,
so, just accept the things that you earned as what they are...



Chemistry class is not merely about Chemistry, it is about life...

Sigh......

I realized that nowadays I sigh more than ever…

Someone told me this before, “when you sigh, you are actually throwing out your happiness; you are losing your happiness along when you sigh…” But the thing is, I’m not happy at all, there is no remaining happiness in me and so, how would I lose my happiness by sighing? I sigh because I’m not happy, if I’m happy about my life, why would I sigh?

Sigh…

After all I am just like an immature small kid, couldn’t stand loneliness… Used to think that being alone is “cool”, but that was just a stupid thought from a stupid me… Everyone needs companion…





I need a warm hug desperately…

Ready? Accelerate...

It's Monday again...

Go Yeong Bin,

SEIZE THE DAY!