Kid Cudi ft Kenye West - Erase Me

I keep on running, keep on running and nothing works

I can't get away from you

no, I keep on ducking keep on thucking your nothing else

I can't stop missing you =)

Cathy: How old are you?

Kennix (new colleague): Why should I tell you? Guess yourself if you want to know…

Cathy: Ask you to tell then faster tell lar…

Kennix: A clue, I’m the youngest here in this department…

Cathy: Even younger than him (pointed at me)…

Me: ? Huh, you the youngest? I’m 25 by the way…

Kennix: Owh, of course I’m younger than you… You know the youngest here is 24, and I’m same age with her…

Me + Cathy: (laughing…)

Me: Actually I 19…

Kennix: Haha, very funny, I’m 16 then…

(I took out IC and showed him…)

Kennix: …… okayyy…

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Walao… Do I really look like 25? Sad… =(

p/s: William Black is such a nice man… I’m lucky to know him…

Is it a right choice to give up? I bet it is…

Didn’t update my life here for quite a while, that’s because I’ve got no life in the previous 3 months… Basically these 3 months of mine suck to the max… I did nothing but just wasting my time… Joined this agency which assured me that I could earn 100k a month, worked there for two months and haha, I earned nothing but spent there for few hundred instead… I’m seriously a vegetable, so dumb to believe that kind of crap… Money can never earn so easily, that’s my lesson… And never be too gullible like an old man…

According to them, all we need to succeed is to dream big… Yes I agreed, but it is just part of the success formula… We still need to work hard creating values for our big dreams… Nothing comes merely by thinking about it… Worst still, there are morning briefing everyday which will be conducted by some self-claimed very professional idiots… I bet they don’t even know what are they talking every morning… I meant yes they do earned a lot… But I just don’t respect those who have only full wallet but empty minds… This job seriously made my life miserable…

I noticed my vegetable-ness and quitted this job last week… Joined HSBC and now working in HSBC premier… Sounds better isn’t it? I’ve made my choice and it is positive to give up on this stupid job… I’m good in HSBC, office work still suits me the best… Maybe it may get hectic and pressure once a while, but it’s alright for me, I can handle them for sure…

Was seriously upset about this matter few weeks back, I kept thinking that it is too unfair for me to waste so much time doing this stupid-not-earning job… Kept blaming people, blaming myself and at last I blamed the God… I should seriously drain off my grievances, if not I’ll never move on in my life, I’ll just stay at the origin point, watching people one by one moving towards success… I can’t do that, I want to succeed as well! Got to bold up my confidence already, Cindy said I’ve got not much confidence in myself now, I don’t used to be like this… Right, I want back my confidence, I can’t just stay down everyday owing to the wrong choice I made last time, I must invest my mistakes, and earn lessons from them…

Should seriously start believing in myself and try not to make mistake again in my life… I’m too old to make any mistake anymore… There’s a board in the office written there, “It’s not so much about where are you now, it’s about which direction you are going…” Maybe I’m still a “nobody” right now, but I’m going to be a “somebody” in the near future… Hopefully my direction is correct… God bless me…

I miss my life as a student badly… Wanted to start my course fast and wear my new nike bag to uni =)